YC is cool, today was not. it sucked hardcore. actually it was ok until athletics and events following athletics, but its ok. bad days shmad days right? i don't know though april has been a bad-day-month kinda thing. like everyday has been twisted in its own little way. oh well just a little while till may and maybe that will be all giggles. hopefully anyways. i hate being negative haha i know too many negative ppl so i'm not gonna be right now. i'm kind of excited about regional-qualifier/regionals meets. they're gonna be FUN FUN FUN, cuz there's not that many ppl and we're missing school and eating good food, and i don't have to run muahaha. the life of an alternate....yesssah. i'm really excited for summer its gonna be soooo much fun. i get to go to *guitar camp* haha like band camp except for guitars, yes i'm a dork. but i'm going to love being around ppl who play the same stuff as me so we can be all dorky like OMG THAT'S SO COOL! haha except i'm gnona be like the youngest dork there so that makes me super geeky. and then the braces. crap this is gonna suck now that i think about it. haha i am a super geek. and then abi is coming to visit!!! that will like make my summer!!!! i miss her like a fat kid deprived of cake would miss his cake!!! and then maybe a little oceanic vacation..hehehehehehheehehehe YES HAWAII. just a maybe for now but oh how i would love love love that. no helicopters this time, no effing way.  well thisi s a lame blog. and stuff. so i'm gone. HAPPY 4-20 TO ALL U CELEBRATORS OF 4-20 OUT THERE. not me, but have one for me. i'm out.

Posted at 4/20/2004 6:37:52 pm by mwins1fan
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too much sugar...

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says "Where have you come from? where are you going?"
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? hot pink wall
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV? walker texas ranger
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is: 12.30
5: time?: 12.32
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: what if God was one of us by joan osborne
7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing? like an hour ago i got home from starbucs
8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at? an IM
10: Did you dream last night? umm ya
11: When did you last laugh? when i said something to stephanie about walker texas ranger haha
12: What is on the walls of the room you are in? hot pink paint
13: Seen anything weird lately? watermelon heels on these shoes, cute
15: What is the last film you saw? miss congeniality
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? a plane ticket
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know.: adam brody and i are dating
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you? make plane tickets free so i could keep my multi-millions for other things.
19: Do you like to dance? haha when no one's watching of course
20: George Bush: hot.
21: Imagine your child is a girl, what do you call her? not sure. but something unique that no other kids have
21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? jaxson
22. you ever consider living abroad? oh yea


Posted at 4/18/2004 12:44:53 am by mwins1fan
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what happens when you get bored...

[Name] FaTIYa
[ Nickname] FaT
[ Screen name] DUH.
[ Birthday] MaRCH 17, 1988.
[ Astrological sign?] PISCES.
[ Chinese zodiac sign?] DRaGON?
[ Location] TEXaS.
[ Sexual Preference] BOYS!
[ Marital Status] SINGLE! :/  <<IF THaTS EVEN a FaCE
[ Religion] CHRISTIaNITY
[ Eye color] BROWN
[ Height] 5'3"-5'4".
[ Shoe size] 8.
[ Parents still together?] NO.
[ Siblings?] YES.
[ Nieces/Nephews? ] NO
[ Kids of your own? ] NO
[ Grandkids? ] NO
[ Pets?] a CaT (KITTY) a DOG (CHLOE) aND a FISH (FaBRIZIO)
[ In school/graduated? ] IN SCHOOL
[ Have any credit cards? ] NO. BUT I WISH.

[ Color] PiNK
[ Number ] SEVENTEEN
[ Animal ] SiBERiAN TiGER
[ Vehicle ] SiLVERADO
[ Shape ] HEART
[ Book ] BiBLE

Do you...
[ Color your hair? ] No
[ Have tattoos? ] No.
[ Piercings? ] TWo oN EARS
[ Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? ] No
[ Cheat on tests/homework? ] I HAVE BEFoRE, BUT No
[ Drink/Smoke? ] No.
[ Like roller coasters? ] LoVE
[ Wish you could live somewhere else? ] SoMETIMES
[ Want more piercings? ] NIPPLES (JoKE)
[ Like cleaning? ] FoR VISIToRS
[ Write in cursive or print? ] BoTH AT THE SAME TIME
[ Swear a lot? ] No.
[ Own a web cam? ] No.
[ Know how to drive? ] oF CoURSE
[ Diet? ] GRoSS.
[ Own a cell phone? ] IT LIGHTS UP!!
[ Ever get off the damn computer? ] No BUT THIS IS LoNG.

Have you ever...
[ Gotten a speeding ticket?] NO LuCKY
[ DUI? ] NO
[ Been in a wreck? ] YES SCuRRY!!
[ Been arrested? ] NO
[ Been in a fist fight? ] HAHA NO
[ Kicked someone in the nuts? ] YES (THAT IS A FuN STORY HAHA)
[ Stolen anything? ] KOuRTNAY'S "CHEEPS".
[ Held a gun? ] YES. THEY'RE SCARY
[ Drank? ] A SIP ITS ICK.
[ Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name? ] NO.
[ Considered a life of crime? ] WHAT IS THIS?
[ Considered being a hooker? ] ALL THE TIME. ITS MY ONLY CHANCE
[ Cheated on someone? ] YES BECAuSE I WANT TO BE A HOOKER
[ Cried over a boy? ] PSH BOYS. YES
[ Lied to someone? ] YES. GOT CAuGHT? YES
[ Been in love? ] YES.
[ Fallen for your best friend? ] WELL? HAHA
[ Been kissed? ] YES
[ Experimented with homosexuality?] NO. I'M NOT THAT KIND OF HOOKER

[ Current mood] TIReD AND WeIRD
[ Current music] YeLLOW CARD.
[ Current taste] DOUBLe MINT GUM
[ Current annoyance] BOYS, GIRLS, AND eVeRYONe IN BeTWeeN
[ Current smell] STUFFY NOSe
[ Current thing I ought to be doing ] SLeePING
[ Current windows open] NONe
[ Current desktop picture ] SeTH COHeN (ADAM BRODY)
[ Current job] CLeANING LADY!!

The last time
[ Last book you read] JULIUS CAeSAR
[ Last movie you saw] PRINCe AND Me (LAMe)
[ Last thing you had to drink] HALF OF MY V8 SPLASH FRUIT JUICe (BeFORe MeGAN STOLe IT)
[ Last thing you ate] QUIZNOS SANDWICH (THANK U AL)
[ Last person you talked to on the phone] JeFF

Do you
[ Do drugs?] NO
[ Have a dream that keeps coming back?] YES
[ Play an instrument?] GUITaR!
[ Believe there is life on other planets?] NO.
[ Read the newspaper?] ONLY THE COOL STORIES
[ Have any gay or lesbian friends?] NO ONE HaS COME OUT YET
[ Believe in miracles?] YES
[ Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] YES.
[ Consider yourself tolerant of others?] MOST OF THE TIME
[ Consider love a mistake?] NO, BUT SOMETIMES
[ Believe in astrology?] NO, BUT WHaT EXaCTLY IS IT
[ Believe in god?] YES
[ Do well in school?] YES (BRUSH THaT DIRT OFF MY SHOULDERS)
[ Go to or plan to go to college] YES
[ Wear hats?] YES
[ Hate yourself?] WOW NO
[ Have an obsession?] YES OC!
[ Have a best friend?] NO
[ Close friends?] LOTS
[ Like your handwriting?] HaTE IT
[ Care about looks? ] SOMETIMES

Love life
[ First crush] MATTHeW DeWITT
[ First kiss] BLAINe MORGAN
[ Do you believe in "the one?"] YeS.
[ Describe your ideal significant other] PeRFeCT AND I eXPeCT NO LeSS. (JOKe)

Juicy stuff
[ Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?] CONFiDENTiAL
[ Have you ever been intoxicated?] NO
[ Favorite place to be kissed ] NECK
[ Are you a tease?] iF BY TEASE YOU MEAN HOOKER
[ Shy to make the first move?] NO. (HAHA THATS A STORY TOO)

Posted at 4/16/2004 3:24:37 pm by mwins1fan
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i do remember the galleria in may 2000. i won't forget you i promise. i never really had an opportunity to get to know you and i just read my comments from you today. i don't know if you'll get to see this as you may not be reading this anymore but maybe you will. who knows. how did you find this?? i don't really know what else to say except leave a comment?

Posted at 4/14/2004 4:53:21 pm by mwins1fan
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seeeeeeth cohen <3

random, but really cool.
and sweet.
and really fun.

Posted at 4/13/2004 9:24:22 pm by mwins1fan
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thats what everything has been this weekend. CRAZY. like i'm getting sick and i never ever get sick, and this is like the worst week to get sick cuz of district and this dumb recital on saturday. and i'm getting like crazy thoughts but i'm really serious about them. like buying this hot pink stuart weitzman shoes which are hot pink and i totally am in love with them. two more paychecks and they're on my feet. and then i really really want to go to italy like no other. it seems so pretty there and i want to stay w/ a host family and study music for a week or something i dont' know, i want to do something cool in italy. and i want to make a demo cd. all accoustic. no drums or anything like that. i think it would be a neat experience. and other crazy thoughts, like what i'm gonna be when i "grow up" NO CLUE!!! what college i want to go to, NO CLUE!!! what am writing about i'm done.

Posted at 4/12/2004 4:47:11 pm by mwins1fan
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Easter Weekend

with all the talk about resurrection this weekend i thought hey, why not resurrect this blog. except i won't be updating often cuz these are pretty dumb. this weekend has been pretty fun sooo far. tomorrow is easter and its gonna be cold and that sucks. but oh well it'll be fun. tonight was fun. but when i got home i started thinking about what a boring person i am. like seriously i have to be worse than that old my w/ glasses and the monotone voice (ben stein?) i like sitting at home and playing guitar a lot. and i paint. ok...and i like making stuff like necklaces and crap cuz its cute. im like a stereotypical loser/boring person. but its ok cuz i'm happy w/ my music and my art and my jewelry haha. i just don't see how or why ppl would be friends w/ me lol. what am i saying i don't know i'm going to bed

Posted at 4/10/2004 11:34:12 pm by mwins1fan
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man you guys this was the best week of my life! i couldn't have asked for a better spring break. like before i was all bummed about it cuz i wasn't going out of town or anything but now i'm glad cuz i have the best friends in the whoooole world! yea thats right! i cant remember really what i did last weekend but i'm sure it was fun, monday was track/cotton gin/relaxing and that was so fun, tuesday was hardcore shopping wednesday was lisence/british baker/nordstrom/nails did/bennigans(thats a whole story in itself)/party w/ kim and pheebs haha umm thursday was old navy/i don't really remember....friday was the dallas adventure, i drove, man that was soo much fun i love brad. saturday(today) was work/ADOLPHUS (that was such a cool thing i loooooved it)/home videos (HAHAHA)/alex's house, riley (as in reilly) is my friend! i was so old schooling it on the drive home tonight i listened to dirty pop (nsync) and up in here (dmx) and like alanis morrisette. random, but lovely. man i would give anything to like rewind and relive this week w/ no changes. hearts and kisses to my best friend sry about tonight. time for some tommy knockers!

Posted at 3/21/2004 12:28:28 am by mwins1fan
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post- st. patty's day

Heeeey guys! i had the best b-day everrr yesterday it was really fun. i woke up and when i opened my door there was a b-day present! wow! it had all this green stuff in it (double mint gum, jelly belly's, shirt, shoes, lucky charms cereal, key lime creme soda!) as it was also st. patricks day. and all that was real cool haha. and then i went and got my lisence and that took forever, after that we went to nordstrom and then got our nails did. thats a whole diff. story haha. then we went to BENNIGAN'S for dinner and that was insane. there were soooo many ppl there and kiss f.m. sent a dj out there and the music was SO loud. they had green beer haha. anyways they played a song for me it was neat haha. and the dj was kinda cute and he shook my hand and said i was cute! :-0!  then brad came over later and kim and phoebe spent the night. it was definitely a very very fun day. i almost got hit by a car.

Posted at 3/18/2004 11:28:52 am by mwins1fan
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yes it is finally here, the long awaited spring break of 2004. this will definitely be an awesome one, but i wish i was going to a beach somewhere cuz that would make it much awesomer. oh well i've got a busy week and i'm excited about it! have a sweet week everybody, and have a sweet week.

Posted at 3/15/2004 9:29:06 am by mwins1fan
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Watch you on the one's and two's
Through a window in a well lit room
Become a recluse
And I blame myself cause I make things hard
and you're just trying to help
And when I wake up you're the first to call
This is one more late night basement song
and I'm so sore
My voice has gone to hell
This is one more sleepless night because we
don't believe in filler, baby
If I could I'd sit this out

This is a lesson in procrastination
I kill myself because I'm so frustrated
And every single second that I put it off
means another lonely night I gotta race the clock
What say we go and crash your car?
And every time I leave you go and lock the door
So I walk myself picking at a chip on my shoulder
I'm another day late and one year older
It's failure by design

And we just want sleep
But this night is hell
I'm sick and sunk and I blame myself
cause I make things hard and you were just trying to help
I got no gas
Winding out my gears
This is one more day on the verge of tears
And now my head hurts
And my health is a joke
And now I gotta stop because the headphones broke
We don't believe in filler, baby
If I could I'd sit this out

This is a lesson in procrastination
I kill myself because I'm so frustrated
And every single second that I put it off
means another lonely night I gotta race the clock
What say we go and crash your car?
And every time I leave you go and lock the door
So I walk myself picking at a chip on my shoulder
I'm another day late and one year older
It's failure by design

I'm out of everything
No one sleeps till we get this $h!+ out on the shelves
It's late, I'm faltering
This time I got nothin' to say besides... do do do, etc. -Failure By Design, Brand New

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